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. http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/ <img style="visibility: hidden;width: 0px;height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyMzY3MDY4MzQwMzgmcHQ9MTIzNjcwNjg2Mjc*MSZwPTI5MzMzMSZkPSZnPTEmdD*mbz*3OWFkMTIxM2RmMDA*ZTEyOTZmNzU3NjUwOTQxMTZjYw==.gif" border="0" width="0" height="0"><center><a href="http://mp3codex.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/normanski/players/ewualizer.gif" border="0"></a> <embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e159/normanski/players/xplayexr.swf" flashvars="file=http://dc127.4shared.com/img/88633383/612a846f/dlink__2Fdownload_2F88633383_2F612a846f_2FJames_5FMorrison_5Ffeat_5FNelly_5FFurtado_5F-_5FBroken_5FStrings_5F.mp3_3Ftsid_3D20090310-134147-dd551049/preview.mp3&height=30&width=200&showeq=false&autostart=true&repeat=always&shuffle=false&volume=90" repeat="always" allowfullscreen="false" width="200" height="30"> <a target="_blank" href="http://mp3codex.com">James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings .mp3</a></center> <img src="http://www.flarn.com/%7Ewarlock/tarot/winged/4.jpg"> <h2 align="center">You are The Emperor</h2> Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person. The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence too. The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent. What Tarot Card are You? <a href="http://www.flarn.com/%7Ewarlock/tarot">Take the Test to Find Out.</a> Wed, 27 Jul 2011 21:50:06 -0000 Mon, 25 Jul 2011 20:54:38 -0000 . http://multiply.com/mu/spykedmarrow/logo http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/ 100 100 Not Drunk Enough http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/37/Not_Drunk_Enough Never been a boy who used to cry Didn`t show emotions, don`t know why Didn`t wanna feel the pain inside, I guess But as the years keep going by, you came along and changed my mind I should leave the past behind me, I should let you find me, supposed to stay beside me You were supposed to guide me, through the ups and downs, you were always gonna be around until the end I still think we could `cause you and me, we`re good And I`ll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I`m sober So I`m gonna get myself another drink whenever I start to think about you `cause I do what I really don`t want to but sometimes my dreams just come through And when I get there, to a place where I see you in a kitchen I stop wishing but that thing and I don`t need you, I don`t really wanna see you and I don`t want you to see me, you would think that I was crazy, you might think that I wanna be close to you but I`d rather wanna drink some Whisky and maybe have a little sip `o wine `cause right now it`s the only thing that makes me forget you are ... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/37/Not_Drunk_Enough Mon, 25 Jul 2011 20:54:38 -0000 Someone Like You http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/36/Someone_Like_You I heard that you're settled down That you found the one and you're married now I heard that your dreams came true Guess he gave you things I didn't give to you Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded That for me, it isn't over You know how the time flies Only yesterday was the time of our lives We were born and raised in a summer haze Bound by the surprise of our glory days I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded That for me, it isn't over yet Nothing compares, no worries or cares Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/36/Someone_Like_You Mon, 25 Jul 2011 20:46:23 -0000 Misunderstood... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/35/Misunderstood... I... Me... Myself... I know who I am... I know what its like being me... I know what's good for myself... People always look at me diff'rently... I've been so misunderstood so many times... I've been rejected for it many times too... But who are they to say what kind of person i am? Maybe they know me from the way i speak... The way I act... The way I look... But do they know how i feel? do they know how i think? Can they blame me for being Me? Is it my fault they misunderstood me? Or can i blame them for not knowing who i really am? http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/35/Misunderstood... Sun, 5 Jun 2011 05:57:45 -0000 Backpakers in Boracay http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/167/Backpakers_in_Boracay After a year of being together as Backpackers... we planned going to Boracay... Me Camz Ninz and Lanie plus the addition of JB to the group... A nice vacation... Enjoyed it so much.... Til our next http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/167/Backpakers_in_Boracay Sat, 10 Jul 2010 00:11:01 -0000 Backpackers Buruanga Expedition http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/165/Backpackers_Buruanga_Expedition_ A nice side trip on our Boracay Vacation... Buruanga is my Mom's home town,its just 30mins. away from Boracay... A nice place to visit... A place which nature lovers would love to go http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/165/Backpackers_Buruanga_Expedition_ Fri, 9 Jul 2010 23:57:28 -0000 cats http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/164/cats wala magawa... hay... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/164/cats Sun, 4 Jul 2010 21:05:41 -0000 Changes... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/34/Changes... Things have changed so fast this past few months in my life... So many new things,major things i've discover... Things that made me a new person to some who've known me for quite some time... Some wouldn't believe at first... i don't blame them,and i don't care... as long as i'm happy... i'd be whatever i want to be... They say,change is good... and its here to stay... As long as its for a persons good,i see nothing wrong about it...     http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/34/Changes... Tue, 11 May 2010 10:32:29 -0000 WORDS... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/33/WORDS... Words....    Has meaning...    Has feelings...       Words can make you happy... can make you be enlightned... can make you blush.. it can even make you angry and even cry your heart out...    Right words put together could make you famous... can make you wealthy... can make you be loved and be praised...    On the other hand,wrong words can make you hated, disgusted on,and pitied... So whatever you want to say,how ever you want to construct your words... be careful who you throw them on to. you might not like how they would react to what you just told them... you may be prepared on the things they'd say or do to you,but what if its more than just words would come back to you...? :) just a friendly reminder...     http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/33/WORDS... Sun, 28 Mar 2010 09:50:22 -0000 A Fresh New Start.... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/32/A_Fresh_New_Start.... Wow, a lot of things are coming my way... Things i never thought would happen to me... Mixed things... Good and bad... The year opened up so bad for me... I never thought i'd survive all those Bad Luck if i may say... From loosing a dear relative, to a significant other as the call it. And from knowing how lucky i am, putting my trust back to the ones i lost touch with for sometime... to finding a new job... So many new things,and still so many new things are coming.... Cant really keep focus on some of it,but i know i should choose one that would really define me as who i want to be... Love life? hmmm... do i need one right now? hehehe... honestly... Yes... but i dont think i'll be needing one right now.... not now... hehehehe not because i'm afraid of being hurt again... but because i want to enjoy me being myself again... stress free... happy... free to do whatever i want... and satisfied... The only thing i need right now... my ever supporting Pamily!!! hehehehe Lets Enjoy life while it still is Enjo... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/32/A_Fresh_New_Start.... Mon, 15 Mar 2010 16:39:20 -0000 For Kuya Nap http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/157/For_Kuya_Nap Please,pakisabi nmn po kay kuya Nap na sorry ngaun ko lang natapos ang pinapagawa nya.... eto na po yung finish product... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/157/For_Kuya_Nap Mon, 1 Mar 2010 16:01:45 -0000 you'll always be my heart and soul http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/30/youll_always_be_my_heart_and_soul The years they come and go And change will come I know You won’t be there My heart and soul Different time and place The time did not erase The smile that lights your face As you gaze in mine It will always shine And you Will always be An angel making sure I can A memory that’s always there Your dreams won’t die if they live inside of me You’ll always be my heart and soul The years go long and on I looked and you were gone I miss you so My heart and soul The years can make you wise I finally realize That if I just close my eyes I can see all there (??) From the love we share And you will always be A dream so real it cannot die A trust in faith that lets me fly A thought so strong it just belongs to me You’ll always be my heart and soul An angel making sure I can A memory that’s always there You’ll always be my heart and soul http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/30/youll_always_be_my_heart_and_soul Tue, 9 Feb 2010 17:53:35 -0000 3am http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/29/3am Wednesday,3am and i'm still wide awake hoping to get back all the things taken by mistake waiting for the time to mend this part of me that keeps on breaking trying to warm up,even though its freezing my eyes are tired from crying my mind cant stop thinking about all the things i've been missing about all the things that contineus disappearing i've stopped calling up to heaven or even crawling down through hell cos i know nothing can change the way things are no nothing ever will <a href="http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/1M/9283"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.spykedmarrow.multiply.com/image/zZ4hXcAlaqeDg12RMJ8HOA/photos/1M/300x300/9283/mykjpg.jpg?et=jmlVRUtJdABbrQTCMAvWag&nmid=0" border="0"></a> http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/29/3am Wed, 13 Jan 2010 19:48:07 -0000 A Visit at a Place i once called Santuary.... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/156/A_Visit_at_a_Place_i_once_called_Santuary.... Its been a long time since i last visited this place... The place where i once cried for someone from my past... The place where i went when I'm in pain... When i want to be alone... When i miss the me someone made... Nothings changed,i still can see all the memories i left here,we left here.... I still can see myself crying in front of the church... waiting... the arguments that we had... which back then made me hurt more... But now,at my last visit,i felt nothing... It didn't hurt me like before... It didn't hurt me at all... Well i guess,its because i can say that I'm ok... I can say I'm happy... I may have lost people around me, but I am still me... And I'll still be me... I'm happy cos i can see that the persons I once LOVED are happy... Happy with themselves or happy with someone else... And now,as a new page in my life story begins,I can say that I,like these walls, am stronger than ever... Prepared on whatever trials that may come my way... So bring i... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/156/A_Visit_at_a_Place_i_once_called_Santuary.... Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:15:30 -0000 My fear is now a reality.... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/28/My_fear_is_now_a_reality.... Just recently, major changes happened in my life... I've done some thing i thought i would never do... I've been to some place i thought i would never go... Now things would really be different... For now,i am alone... I'm afraid... Afraid to take another step... say another word... be with someone else... I'm in denial the past days... and i learned to lie... to myself,to my friends. i shielded myself from them... for them not to know how i really feel... for them not to notice the pain i have inside... i know i have to let them whats bothering me... i just couldn't face them with my head held up... without tears falling down my face... I am lonely,lonely as an island in the middle of nowhere. for i am now an orphan... and i dont know if i can face the world alone... i dont know where to start... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/28/My_fear_is_now_a_reality.... Sat, 5 Dec 2009 03:40:53 -0000 Defying Gravity http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/154/Defying_Gravity Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes: and leap! It's time to try Defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I am defying gravity And you wont bring me down! I'm through accepting limits ''cause someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But till I try, I'll never know! Too long I've been afraid of Losing love I guess I've lost Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost! I'd sooner buy Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And you wont bring me down! I'd sooner buy Defying gravity Kiss me goodbye I'm defying gravity I think I'll try Defying gravity And never bring me down! bring me down! http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/154/Defying_Gravity Fri, 4 Dec 2009 10:36:59 -0000 Taking Chances http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/153/Taking_Chances Don't know much about your life. Don't know much about your world, but Don't want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don't know about my past, and I don't have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it's not meant to last, But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? I just want to start again, And maybe you could show me how to try, And maybe you could take me in, Somewhere underneath your skin? What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? And I had my heart beaten down, But I always come back for more, yeah. There's nothing like love to pull you up, When you're laying down on the floor there. So talk to me, talk t... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/153/Taking_Chances Wed, 2 Dec 2009 20:46:36 -0000 Marrow and Me http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/152/Marrow_and_Me Meet Marrow.... He's my Boston Terrier dog... He's turning 4months old this coming Oct. 30... hehehe Isn't he http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/152/Marrow_and_Me Wed, 28 Oct 2009 09:04:07 -0000 Do you really know me?! http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/27/Do_you_really_know_me I dont know what it is with people.... They always look at you as if they know you and all that.Like a month of seeing you or talking to you is enough for them to know who you are... Like knowing the persons you hang out with would really be a valid situation for them to say that they know you already... Man,as if the saying "tell me who your friends are and i'll tell you what kind of person you are" really gives a $#i+... I think the only person who really knows me is myself,and nobody else... But,with all this,i do give certain chances to some to know a part of me... some get to know how i am as a friend... some,as a lover... some get to see me laugh... the lucky ones get to see me cry,or even how i act if i'm angry or mad... I dont really open myself to just anybody... but for me,its easy,as long as i see that you are a true person... as long as you tell me my wrongs... and as long as you let me act like i am free of what i want to do,and not direct me on what to do... Some would say i'm rud... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/27/Do_you_really_know_me Tue, 27 Oct 2009 21:07:48 -0000 Mabon... 2009 http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/151/Mabon..._2009 the super sayang celebration ng Mabon held in Shorebirds Nasugbu,Batangas.... hehehe http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/151/Mabon..._2009 Wed, 23 Sep 2009 14:10:14 -0000 Camz Bday sa Cavite....with the PAMILY!!! http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/150/Camz_Bday_sa_Cavite....with_the_PAMILY hehehe... the "Pamily" that celebrates together.... ................ ................ is together..... hehehehe http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/150/Camz_Bday_sa_Cavite....with_the_PAMILY Wed, 23 Sep 2009 00:51:15 -0000 A very Creepy,Unusual,Disgusting memory that leads me to more..... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/26/A_very_CreepyUnusualDisgusting_memory_that_leads_me_to_more..... Just an hour ago,i finished watching a Zombie Movie entitled DEAD ALIVE.Its a very old movie,a lil crappy but because there's Zombies in it,i still watched it.There's a part in the movie where the mother zombie was chasing her son.She was so big that all of her body parts are also big.one thing that caught my eyes are her Big Boobies....Then,suddenly a picture that was shown to me before by my former officemates flashed into my mind....A picture of a breast with lots of worms(maggots)nesting in its nipps...boring holes..........................................................I know the picture is not really reliable but....for a moment there,all the hairs in my body stood up.......I had that uneasy feeling......Disgusted....Like i wanna puke or something.....Like its the yuckiest thing in the whole world... Then just a while ago,i seached for that picture again...I googled it...I used BREAST WITH WORMS....And was horrified by the result of my search...<img src="http://images.spykedmarrow.multiply.com/image/nAtawPrdq7C-uf1omgc+nA/photos/1M/300x300/9019/breast-larvae-sm.jpg?et=6GZFQz5TVvMc5rqALqrCwQ&nmid=0" border="0" class="alignmiddleb"> There was this one site that reall... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/journal/item/26/A_very_CreepyUnusualDisgusting_memory_that_leads_me_to_more..... Thu, 20 Aug 2009 15:15:47 -0000 Dark Red series.... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/147/Dark_Red_series.... hahaha,nag aadik na naman ako... ala lang magawa.... sensya na.... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/147/Dark_Red_series.... Mon, 17 Aug 2009 12:01:12 -0000 Majestic Banahaw http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/145/Majestic_Banahaw August 1-2 http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/145/Majestic_Banahaw Mon, 17 Aug 2009 06:06:40 -0000 Independence in Boracay http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/144/Independence_in_Boracay http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/144/Independence_in_Boracay Tue, 16 Jun 2009 10:19:37 -0000 Rush Bataan......hehehe http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/143/Rush_Bataan......hehehe i enjoyed this 2 days get away... Me, Ninz and Lany went to Camz relatives in Bataan... Went to Fajardos Resort... Conquered Mt. Samat,,, and Enjoyed like kids... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/143/Rush_Bataan......hehehe Sun, 24 May 2009 13:48:22 -0000 Boracay Escapade May 8-11 2009 http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/142/Boracay_Escapade_May_8-11_2009 The third time i went to Boracay... ang say bumalik balik dito grabe... http://spykedmarrow.multiply.com/photos/album/142/Boracay_Escapade_May_8-11_2009 Fri, 15 May 2009 15:46:34 -0000